White Lies

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He uttered the last topic of consolation in a broad, hearty, hilarious
tone, like a trombone impregnated with cheerful views of fate.

"Heaven forbid!" cried Rose: "and I will, for even I shall pray for you
now. What you will leave her at home? forgive me for not seeing all your
worth: of course I knew you were an angel, but I had no idea you were a
duck. You are just the man for my sister. She likes to obey: you are all
for commanding. So you see. Then she never thinks of herself; any other
man but you would impose on her good-nature; but you are too generous
to do that. So you see. Then she esteems you so highly. And one whom I
esteem (between you and me) has chosen you for her."

"Then say yes, and have done with it," suggested the straightforward
soldier.

"Why should I say 'no?' you will make one another happy some day: you
are both so good. Any other man but you would tear her from me; but you
are too just, too kind. Heaven will reward you. No! I will. I will give
you Josephine: ah, my dear brother-in-law, it is the most precious thing
I have to give in the world."

"Thank you, then. So that is settled. Hum! no, it is not quite; I
forgot; I have something for you to read; an anonymous letter. I got it
this morning; it says your sister has a lover."

The letter ran to this tune: a friend who had observed the commandant's
frequent visits at Beaurepaire wrote to warn him against traps. Both
the young ladies of Beaurepaire were doubtless at the new proprietor's
service to pick and choose from. But for all that each of them had a
lover, and though these lovers had their orders to keep out of the way
till monsieur should be hooked, he might be sure that if he married
either, the man of her heart would come on the scene soon after, perhaps
be present at the wedding.

In short, it was one of those poisoned arrows a coarse vindictive coward
can shoot.

It was the first anonymous letter Rose had ever seen. It almost drove
her mad on the spot. Raynal was sorry he had let her see it.

She turned red and white by turns, and gasped for breath.

"Why am I not a man?--why don't I wear a sword? I would pass it through
this caitiff's heart. The cowardly slave!--the fiend! for who but a
fiend could slander an angel like my Josephine? Hooked? Oh! she will
never marry you if she sees this."

"Then don't let her see it: and why take it to heart like that? I don't
trust to the word of a man who owns that his story is a thing he dares
not sign his name to; at all events, I shall not put his word against
yours. But it is best to understand one another in time. I am a plain
man, but not a soft one. I should not be an easygoing husband like some
I see about: I'd have no wasps round my honey; if my wife took a lover I
would not lecture THE WOMAN--what is the use?--I'd kill THE MAN then and
there, in-doors or out, as I would kill a snake. If she took another,
I'd send him after the first, and so on till one killed me."

"And serve the wretches right."

"Yes; but for my own sake I don't choose to marry a woman that loves any
other man. So tell me the plain truth; come."

Rose turned chill in her inside. "I have no lover," she stammered. "I
have a young fool that comes and teases me: but it is no secret. He is
away, but why? he is on a sickbed, poor little fellow!"

"But your sister? She could not have a lover unknown to you."

"I defy her. No, sir; I have not seen her speak three words to any young
man except Monsieur Riviere this three years past."

"That is enough;" and he tore the letter quietly to atoms.

Then Rose saw she could afford a little more candor. "Understand me; I
can't speak of what happened when I was a child. But if ever she had a
girlish attachment, he has not followed it up, or surely I should have
seen something of him all these years."

"Of course. Oh! as for flirtations, let them pass: a lovely girl does
not grow up without one or two whispering some nonsense into her ear.
Why, I myself should have flirted no doubt; but I never had the time.
Bonaparte gives you time to eat and drink, but not to sleep or
flirt, and that reminds me I have fifty miles to ride, so good-by,
sister-in-law, eh?"

"Adieu, brother-in-law."

Left alone, Rose had some misgivings. She had equivocated with one whose
upright, candid nature ought to have protected him: but an enemy had
accused Josephine; and it came so natural to shield her. "Did he really
think I would expose my own sister?" said she to herself, angrily. Was
not this anger secret self-discontent?


"Well, love," said Josephine, demurely, "have you dismissed him?"

"No."

Josephine smiled feebly. "It is easy to say 'say no;' but it is not so
easy to say 'no,' especially when you feel you ought to say 'yes,' and
have no wish either way except to give pleasure to others."

"But I am not such skim milk as all that," replied Rose: "I have always
a strong wish where you are concerned, and your happiness. I hesitated
whilst I was in doubt, but I doubt no longer: I have had a long talk
with him. He has shown me his whole heart: he is the best, the noblest
of creatures: he has no littleness or meanness. And then he is a
thorough man; I know that by his being the very opposite of a woman in
his ways. Now you are a thorough woman, and so you will suit one another
to a T. I have decided: so no more doubts, love; no more tears; no more
disputes. We are all of one mind, and I do think I have secured your
happiness. It will not come in a day, perhaps, but it will come. So then
in one little fortnight you marry Monsieur Raynal."

"What!" said Josephine, "you have actually settled that?"

"Yes."

"But are you sure I can make him as happy as he deserves?"

"Positive."

"I think so too; still"--

"It is settled, dear," said Rose soothingly.

"Oh, the comfort of that! you relieve me of a weight; you give me peace.
I shall have duties; I shall do some good in the world. They were all
for it but you before, were they not?"

"Yes, and now I am strongest for it of them all. Josephine, it is
settled."

Josephine looked at her for a moment in silence, then said eagerly,
"Bless you, dear Rose; you have saved your sister;" then, after a
moment, in a very different voice, "O Camille! Camille! why have you
deserted me?"

And with this she fell to sobbing terribly. Rose wept on her neck,
but said nothing. She too was a woman, and felt that this was the last
despairing cry of love giving up a hopeless struggle.

They sat twined together in silence till Jacintha came to tell them it
was close upon dinner-time; so then they hastened to dry their tears and
wash their red eyes, for fear their mother should see what they had been
at, and worry herself.


"Well, mademoiselle, these two consent; but what do you say? for after
all, it is you I am courting, and not them. Have you the courage to
venture on a rough soldier like me?"

This delicate question was put point-blank before the three ladies.

"Sir," replied Josephine timidly, "I will be as frank, as
straightforward as you are. I thank you for the honor you do me."

Raynal looked perplexed.

"And does that mean 'yes' or 'no'?"

"Which you please," said Josephine, hanging her sweet head.

The wedding was fixed for that day fortnight. The next morning wardrobes
were ransacked. The silk, muslin, and lace of their prosperous days were
looked out: grave discussions were held over each work of art. Rose was
active, busy, fussy. The baroness threw in the weight of her judgment
and experience.

Josephine managed to smile whenever either Rose or the baroness looked
at all fixedly at her.

So glided the peaceful days. So Josephine drifted towards the haven of
wedlock.




CHAPTER VI.


At Bayonne, a garrison town on the south frontier of France, two
sentinels walked lethargically, crossing and recrossing before the
governor's house. Suddenly their official drowsiness burst into energy;
for a pale, grisly man, in rusty, defaced, dirty, and torn regimentals,
was walking into the courtyard as if it belonged to him. The sentinels
lowered their muskets, and crossed them with a clash before the gateway.

The scarecrow did not start back. He stopped and looked down with a
smile at the steel barrier the soldiers had improvised for him, then
drew himself a little up, carried his hand carelessly to his cap, which
was nearly in two, and gave the name of an officer in the French army.

If you or I, dressed like a beggar who years ago had stolen regimentals
and worn them down to civil garments, had addressed these soldiers with
these very same words, the bayonets would have kissed closer, or perhaps
the points been turned against our sacred and rusty person: but there is
a freemasonry of the sword. The light, imperious hand that touched that
battered cap, and the quiet clear tone of command told. The sentinels
slowly recovered their pieces, but still looked uneasy and doubtful in
their minds. The battered one saw this, and gave a sort of lofty smile;
he turned up his cuffs and showed his wrists, and drew himself still
higher.

The sentinels shouldered their pieces sharp, then dropped them
simultaneously with a clatter and ring upon the pavement.

"Pass, captain."

The rusty figure rang the governor's bell. A servant came and eyed
him with horror and contempt. He gave his name, and begged to see the
governor. The servant left him in the hall, and went up-stairs to tell
his master. At the name the governor reflected, then frowned, then bade
his servant reach him down a certain book. He inspected it. "I thought
so: any one with him?"

"No, your excellency."

"Load my pistols, put them on the table, show him in, and then order a
guard to the door."

The governor was a stern veteran with a powerful brow, a shaggy eyebrow,
and a piercing eye. He never rose, but leaned his chin on his hand, and
his elbow on a table that stood between them, and eyed his visitor very
fixedly and strangely. "We did not expect to see you on this side the
Pyrenees," said he gravely.

"Nor I myself, governor."

"What do you come for?"

"A suit of regimentals, and money to take me to Paris."

"And suppose, instead of that, I turn out a corporal's guard, and bid
them shoot you in the courtyard?"

"It would be the drollest thing you ever did, all things considered,"
said the other coolly, but bitterly.

The governor looked for the book he had lately consulted, found the
page, handed it to the rusty officer, and watched him keenly: the blood
rushed all over his face, and his lip trembled; but his eye dwelt stern
yet sorrowful on the governor.

"I have read your book, now read mine." He drew off his coat and showed
his wrists and arms, blue and waled. "Can you read that, sir?"

"No."

"All the better for you: Spanish fetters, general." He showed a white
scar on his shoulder. "Can you read that? This is what I cut out of it,"
and he handed the governor a little round stone as big and almost as
regular as a musket-ball.

"Humph! that could hardly have been fired from a French musket."

"Can you read this?" and he showed him a long cicatrix on his other arm.

"Knife I think," said the governor.

"You are right, sir: Spanish knife. Can you read this?" and opening his
bosom he showed a raw wound on his breast.

"Oh, the devil!" cried the governor.

The wounded man put his rusty coat on again, and stood erect, and
haughty, and silent.

The general eyed him, and saw his great spirit shining through this man.
The more he looked the less could the scarecrow veil the hero from his
practised eye. He said there must be some mistake, or else he was in
his dotage; after a moment's hesitation, he added, "Be seated, if you
please, and tell me what you have been doing all these years."

"Suffering."

"Not all the time, I suppose."

"Without intermission."

"But what? suffering what?"

"Cold, hunger, darkness, wounds, solitude, sickness, despair, prison,
all that man can suffer."

"Impossible! a man would be dead at that rate before this."

"I should have died a dozen deaths but for one thing; I had promised her
to live."

There was a pause. Then the old soldier said gravely, but more kindly,
to the young one, "Tell me the facts, captain" (the first time he had
acknowledged his visitor's military rank).

An hour had scarce elapsed since the rusty figure was stopped by the
sentinels at the gate, when two glittering officers passed out under
the same archway, followed by a servant carrying a furred cloak. The
sentinels presented arms. The elder of these officers was the governor:
the younger was the late scarecrow, in a brand-new uniform belonging to
the governor's son. He shone out now in his true light; the beau ideal
of a patrician soldier; one would have said he had been born with a
sword by his side and drilled by nature, so straight and smart, yet easy
he was in every movement. He was like a falcon, eye and all, only, as
it were, down at the bottom of the hawk's eye lay a dove's eye. That
compound and varying eye seemed to say, I can love, I can fight: I can
fight, I can love, as few of you can do either.

The old man was trying to persuade him to stay at Bayonne, until his
wound should be cured.

"No, general, I have other wounds to cure of longer standing than this
one."

"Well, promise me to lay up at Paris."

"General, I shall stay an hour at Paris."

"An hour in Paris! Well, at least call at the War Office and present
this letter."

That same afternoon, wrapped in the governor's furred cloak, the young
officer lay at his full length in the coupe of the diligence, the whole
of which the governor had peremptorily demanded for him, and rolled day
and night towards Paris.

He reached it worn with fatigue and fevered by his wound, but his spirit
as indomitable as ever. He went to the War Office with the governor's
letter. It seemed to create some little sensation; one functionary came
and said a polite word to him, then another. At last to his infinite
surprise the minister himself sent down word he wished to see him; the
minister put several questions to him, and seemed interested in him and
touched by his relation.

"I think, captain, I shall have to send to you: where do you stay in
Paris?"

"Nowhere, monsieur; I leave Paris as soon as I can find an easy-going
horse."

"But General Bretaux tells me you are wounded."

"Not dangerously."

"Pardon me, captain, but is this prudent? is it just to yourself and
your friends?"

"Yes, I owe it to those who perhaps think me dead."

"You can write to them."

"I grudge so great, so sacred a joy to a letter. No! after all I have
suffered I claim to be the one to tell her I have kept my word: I
promised to live, and I live."

"HER? then I say no more, only tell me what road you take."

"The road to Brittany."

As the young officer was walking his horse by the roadside about a
league and a half from Paris, he heard a clatter behind him, and up
galloped an aide-de-camp and drew up alongside, bringing his horse
nearly on his haunches.

He handed him a large packet sealed with the arms of France. The other
tore it open; and there was his brevet as colonel. His cheek flushed
and his eye glittered with joy. The aide-de-camp next gave him a parcel:
"Your epaulets, colonel! We hear you are going into the wilds where
epaulets don't grow. You are to join the army of the Rhine as soon as
your wound is well."

"Wherever my country calls me."

"Your address, then, colonel, that we may know where to put our finger
on a tried soldier when we want one."

"I am going to Beaurepaire."

"Beaurepaire? I never heard of it."

"You never heard of Beaurepaire? it is in Brittany, forty-five leagues
from Paris, forty-three leagues and a half from here."

"Good! Health and honor to you, colonel."

"The same to you, lieutenant; or a soldier's death."

The new colonel read the precious document across his horse's mane, and
then he was going to put one of the epaulets on his right shoulder, bare
at present: but he reflected.

"No; she should make him a colonel with her own dear hand. He put them
in his pocket. He would not even look at them till she had seen them.
Oh, how happy he was not only to come back to her alive, but to come
back to her honored."

His wound smarted, his limbs ached, but no pain past or present could
lay hold of his mind. In his great joy he remembered past suffering
and felt present pain--yet smiled. Only every now and then he pined for
wings to shorten the weary road.

He was walking his horse quietly, drooping a little over his saddle,
when another officer well mounted came after him and passed him at a
hand gallop with one hasty glance at his uniform, and went tearing on
like one riding for his life.

"Don't I know that face?" said Dujardin.

He cudgelled his memory, and at last he remembered it was the face of
an old comrade. At least it strongly reminded him of one Jean Raynal who
had saved his life in the Arno, when they were lieutenants together.

Yes, it was certainly Raynal, only bronzed by service in some hot
country.

"Ah!" thought Camille; "I suppose I am more changed than he is; for he
certainly did not recognize me at all. Now I wonder what that fellow has
been doing all this time. What a hurry he was in! a moment more and
I should have hailed him. Perhaps I may fall in with him at the next
town."

He touched his horse with the spur, and cantered gently on, for trotting
shook him more than he could bear. Even when he cantered he had to press
his hand against his bosom, and often with the motion a bitterer pang
than usual came and forced the water from his eyes; and then he smiled.
His great love and his high courage made this reply to the body's
anguish. And still his eyes looked straight forward as at some object
in the distant horizon, while he came gently on, his hand pressed to his
bosom, his head drooping now and then, smiling patiently, upon the road
to Beaurepaire.

Oh! if anybody had told him that in five days his Josephine was to be
married; and that the bronzed comrade, who had just galloped past him,
was to marry her!


At Beaurepaire they were making and altering wedding-dresses. Rose was
excited, and even Josephine took a calm interest. Dress never goes for
nothing with her sex. The chairs and tables were covered, and the floor
was littered. The baroness was presiding over the rites of vanity, and
telling them what she wore at her wedding, under Louis XV., with strict
accuracy, and what we men should consider a wonderful effort of memory,
when the Commandant Raynal came in like a cannon-ball, without
any warning, and stood among them in a stiff, military attitude.
Exclamations from all the party, and then a kind greeting, especially
from the baroness.

"We have been so dull without you, Jean."

"And I have missed you once or twice, mother-in-law, I can tell you.
Well, I have got bad news; but you must consider we live in a busy time.
To-morrow I start for Egypt."

Loud ejaculations from the baroness and Rose. Josephine put down her
work quietly.

The baroness sighed deeply, and the tears came into her eyes. "Oh,
you must not be down-hearted, old lady," shouted Raynal. "Why, I am as
likely to come back from Egypt as not. It is an even chance, to say the
least."

This piece of consolation completed the baroness's unhappiness. She
really had conceived a great affection for Raynal, and her heart had
been set on the wedding.

"Take away all that finery, girls," said she bitterly; "we shall not
want it for years. I shall not be alive when he comes home from Egypt.
I never had a son--only daughters--the best any woman ever had; but a
mother is not complete without a son, and I shall never live to have one
now."

"I hate General Bonaparte," said Rose viciously.

"Hate my general?" groaned Raynal, looking down with a sort of
superstitious awe and wonder at the lovely vixen. "Hate the best soldier
the world ever saw?"

"What do I care for his soldiership? He has put off our wedding. For how
many years did you say?"

"No; he has put it on."

In answer to the astonished looks this excited, he explained that the
wedding was to have been in a week, but now it must be to-morrow at ten
o'clock.

The three ladies set up their throats together. "Tomorrow?"

"To-morrow. Why, what do you suppose I left Paris for yesterday? left my
duties even."

"What, monsieur?" asked Josephine, timidly, "did you ride all that
way, and leave your duties MERELY TO MARRY ME?" and she looked a little
pleased.

"You are worth a great deal more trouble than that," said Raynal simply.
"Besides, I had passed my word, and I always keep my word."

"So do I," said Josephine, a little proudly. "I will not go from it now,
if you insist; but I confess to you, that such a proposal staggers me;
so sudden--no preliminaries--no time to reflect; in short, there are so
many difficulties that I must request you to reconsider the matter."

"Difficulties," shouted Raynal with merry disdain; "there are none,
unless you sit down and make them; we do more difficult things than
this every day of our lives: we passed the bridge of Arcola in thirteen
minutes; and we had not the consent of the enemy, as we have yours--have
we not?"

Her only reply was a look at her mother, to which the baroness replied
by a nod; then turning to Raynal, "This empressement is very flattering;
but I see no possibility: there is an etiquette we cannot altogether
defy: there are preliminaries before a daughter of Beaurepaire can
become a wife."

"There used to be all that, madam," laughed Raynal, putting her down
good-humoredly; "but it was in the days when armies came out and touched
their caps to one another, and went back into winter quarters. Then the
struggle was who could go slowest; now the fight is who can go fastest.
Time and Bonaparte wait for nobody; and ladies and other strong
places are taken by storm, not undermined a foot a month as under Noah
Quartorze: let me cut this short, as time is short."

He then drew a little plan of a wedding campaign. "The carriages will be
here at 9 A.M.," said he; "they will whisk us down to the mayor's
house by a quarter to ten: Picard, the notary, meets us there with the
marriage contract, to save time; the contract signed, the mayor will do
the marriage at quick step out of respect for me--half an hour--quarter
past ten; breakfast in the same house an hour and a quarter:--we mustn't
hurry a wedding breakfast--then ten minutes or so for the old fogies to
waste in making speeches about our virtues--my watch will come out--my
charger will come round--I rise from the table--embrace my dear old
mother--kiss my wife's hand--into the saddle--canter to Paris--roll to
Toulon--sail to Egypt. But I shall leave a wife and a mother behind
me: they will both send me a kind word now and then; and I will write
letters to you all from Egypt, and when I come home, my wife and I will
make acquaintance, and we will all be happy together: and if I am killed
out there, don't you go and fret your poor little hearts about it; it
is a soldier's lot sooner or later. Besides, you will find I have taken
care of you; nobody shall come and turn you out of your quarters,
even though Jean Raynal should be dead; I have got to meet Picard at
Riviere's on that very business--I am off."

He was gone as brusquely as he came.

"Mother! sister!" cried Josephine, "help me to love this man."

"You need no help," cried the baroness, with enthusiasm, "not love him,
we should all be monsters."

Raynal came to supper looking bright and cheerful. "No more work to-day.
I have nothing to do but talk; fancy that."

This evening Josephine de Beaurepaire, who had been silent and
thoughtful, took a quiet opportunity, and purred in his ear, "Monsieur!"

"Mademoiselle!" rang the trombone.

"Am I not to go to Egypt?"

"No."

Josephine drew back at this brusque reply like a sensitive plant. But
she returned to the attack.

"But is it not a wife's duty to be by her husband's side to look after
his comfort--to console him when others vex him--to soothe him when he
is harassed?"

"Her first duty is to obey him."

"Certainly."

"Well, when I am your husband, I shall bid you stay with your mother and
sister while I go to Egypt."

"I shall obey you."

He told her bluntly he thought none the worse of her for making the
offer; but should not accept it.


Camille Dujardin slept that night at a roadside inn about twelve miles
from Beaurepaire, and not more than six from the town where the wedding
was to take place next day.

It was a close race.

And the racers all unconscious of each other, yet spurred impartially by
events that were now hurrying to a climax.




CHAPTER VII.


The next day at sharp nine two carriages were at the door.

But the ladies were not ready. Thus early in the campaign did they throw
all into disorder. For so nicely had Raynal timed the several events
that this threw him all into confusion. He stamped backwards and
forwards, and twisted his mustaches, and swore. This enforced
unpunctuality was a new torture to him. Jacintha told them he was angry,
and that made them nervous and flurried, and their fingers strayed
wildly among hooks and eyes, and all sorts of fastenings; they were not
ready till half-past nine. Conscious they deserved a scolding, they sent
Josephine down first to mollify. She dawned upon the honest soldier so
radiant, so dazzling in her snowy dress, with her coronet of pearls (an
heirloom), and her bridal veil parted, and the flush of conscious beauty
on her cheek, that instead of scolding her, he actually blurted out,
"Well! by St. Denis it was worth waiting half an hour for."